What do you really want?

To be a hollow reed!!! Rumi? yes?  I feel nothing else matters more than being a hollow reed.  To be a clear channal of  love! that is my highest purpose.. Inspite of the experience of the human drama of emotions & feelings, a subtle, sweet love invites me in all  moment to transform sadness into joy, sickness into health, to be joyce at a sight of a child, to bring comfort where there is discomfort,, to create order where there is chaos, to also have the strenght to accept things as they are not only transform them into their other form.
I have no fear of death for myself, but I desire others are not inconvinianced in how to dispose my physical body. I also have fear of hearing the death of any family member or any body I am associated with. Actully, I think this is my biggest fear, how would I handle it? The work that I need to do would be resolve this issue of fear dealing with a death of any beloved being. As of myself, if grace allows  me to get to the stage of my evolution in this human form, my intention is to transform my human body into a light body before It drops. So, the question what I really want is,- to become a light body, before it drops. The stages to get there?…..working on them.
love you all

Beautifully put Galynne!

Namaste,

Susan

Very zen…very, very beautiful!